Problem may be that you have fallen into the same trap as a lot of us have. Starting too many projects and not finishing any. It's even worse when you throw money at a few and still not get anywhere. I go through stages when I spend heaps of hours over weeks in the shed and then not even open the door for weeks.
Amen to that.
I dragged a couple of project cars around with me for years, because "if I sell this one, I'll never be able to afford another one". Ended up selling them and haven't missed them for a second - and the money came in handy (even though I'd now struggle to tell you where I spent it....).
Did the same with the project/un-used bikes recently as you probably saw, and had the same complete lack of regret.
Could be interested in the Kawis, depending on all of the usual...